Revelations;

I was so against everything for the longest time.
I was upset with the fact that I couldn't control the changes that were taking place around me.
I wasn't in the driver seat.
I wasn't writing my own story.
Now here i sit a few months older and only a bit wiser.
I've come to a few conclusions, made a few theories and realized on thing:
YOUR LIFE IS YOURS TO LIVE, THIS DOESN'T GUARANTEE YOU THE ABILITY TO CONTROL IT, HOWEVER; YOU HAVE THE POWER TO MAKE OF IT WHAT YOU WISH WITH WHAT YOU HAVE.
There is no guarantee given to us at birth that says we are all meant to live a happy enjoyable life.
In fact most people are not that fortunate.
The simplest trick to life is to take what you have and run with it.
Whether it be money, pizazz, a loving family or great skin that you are blessed with, you have something to offer this mean and dirty world.
I can't control things that cross my path, I can however; leap over them or trip a few times.
You'll learn to be fearless. You will learn to get up one more time than you fall down.
We will all realize things.
I have learned that it is NOT my job to fix everyone's problems.
I will forever have those who love me in my heart forever.
I can't control the people I choose to surround myself with.
I can ONLY control my reactions with them. I can choose who to hang out with and how often.
WHETHER I BELIEVE IT OR NOT I LIVE MY LIFE.
I was naive for a long time.
Not as much anymore.
I'm still learning.
I've got things to learn and mistakes to make.
Its a new day.
I'm ready to face things, fix my mistakes and rebuild old relationships.
I love my friends and family.
I needed to refind my aspirations, and I have.
It feels great.