POO.

Oh how i loathe thee.
psychology that is.

Yes we did.

America, we did it.
We can do it.

It stings.

If it ain't broke, don't fix it.
If you broke it, blame the person next to you. This is getting more and more difficult everyday. I must admit that it is beginning to take a toll on me. I hope that none of this effects the future. I'm scared. I hope, i wish that everything is ok.

I suppose i should just follow the quotation above.
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Control?
Ugh.
Potential?
Gross.
Love?
I'm confused.
Dear Ms. Lowery,
I'm writing to inform you that you need not think. just stop, don't do it.
Stop comparing yourself to the rest.
You're great.
Comical.
Visually appealing- in the right lights.
Socially awkward in the best way possible
and your jeans, well aren't they something?

Jenna, Stop it.
You don't get it yet, but you just may mean the world to someone out there.

Why aren't there more songs like this??

"I wanna be better than oxygen
So you can breathe when you're drowning and weak in the knees
I wanna speak louder than Ritalin
For all the children who think that they've got a disease
I wanna be cooler than t.v.
For all the kids that are wondering what they are going to be
We can be stronger than bombs
If you're singing along and you know that you really believe
We can be richer than industry
As long as we know that there's things that we don't really need
We can speak louder than ignorance
Cause we speak in silence every time our eyes meet.

On and on, and on it goes
The world it just keeps spinning
Until i'm dizzy, time to breathe
So close my eyes and start again anew.

I wanna see through all the lies of society
To the reality, happiness is at stake
I wanna hold up my head with dignity
Proud of a life where to give means more than to take
I wan't to live beyond the modern mentality
Where paper is all that you're really taught to create
Do you remember the forgotten America?
Justice, equality, freedom to every race?
Just need to get past all the lies and hypocrisy
Make up and hair to the truth behind every face
That look around to all the people you see,
How many of them are happy and free?
I know it sounds like a dream
But it's the only thing that can get me to sleep at night
I know it's hard to believe
But it's easy to see that something here isn't right
I know the future looks dark
But it's there that the kids of today must carry the light.

If i'm afraid to catch a dream
I weave your baskets and i'll float them down the river stream
Each one i weave with words i speak to carry love to your relief."
-Willy Mason

Endure;

As human beings we are all destined for something.
Great things. Grand things. Bland things. Somethings.
We are meant to, at some point, understand endurance.
We endure hardships- whatever they may be- in our life.
Here is a challenge I have for you today-Do it with joy.

No matter your trials or tribulations, you are learning a very valid lesson:
Endurance.
Our struggles allow us to see where we are really at with our faith and with our fellow brothers and sisters on this planet. I find myself asking, "Is my faith real?" Even at my lowest points, do i still believe? What do i do in the midst of a struggle? Is it only when I am happy that I believe? Its not right for me to walk out on people in my life and the Lord if I'm at a low point. It is precisely then that I should believe more.

Whether its god or friends or lovers that you walk with, do you lose faith in them at your lowest?
Or do you continue to run, with endurance?

Endurance shapes us, its kind of maturing in a sense.

Help me help you.

I wonder what I'm waiting for sometimes.
Am i waiting on the world to change itself, or am I waiting for the opportune time to act up and live my life.
Changing it as I go.
I want Everything.
I want all things beautiful.
I want to love and be loved.
I want to be remembered.
I want to be.
I have all of these things though, so what more is it that I NEED.
I want peace, but none of that cliche world peace shit.
I want so much more than just a lack of a war.
I want peace with my self.
peace with nature.
peace with people.
I want there to be a global understanding of one another.
Help me achieve this.
Spread it how you may, but the world needs a few lessons on cultural reproduction.
Music. Dance. Art. Writing. Trapeze.
Just do it.

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HSM3;

I Need/Want to marry Zack Efron.
The End.

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School dayzz;

Jenna, get some sleep please.
You're running on reserve energy.
Its not healthy.

OR

NAHHHH..
Screw it.
Keep doing what you're doing.
You're still breathing afterall, right??

The phone thing is hard. Its really hard.

Paix;

I've come to notice recently that people are wearing peace signs quite often.
If its not a ring, its a necklace, or quite possibly just a cute ordinary t-shirt.
Its everywhere.
Target.
Wal-mart.
Hollister.
Claires.
Earrings.
Bags.
Socks.
bracelets.
Its not just a word people, its a way of life.
The thing about peace is that it needs to be universal.
Wake up children.
This isn't just a fashion trend, its a lifestyle.
If you're going to sport the symbol, you've got to live the symbol.
It's not just a word we can place on a handbag, or a symbol that we can make into a pair of earrings and sport it around because it looks great or because Paris Hilton wears it too.
The word symbolizes global change and hope for a better posture of the world, not just america.
That's where the universal bit comes in.
Its not just peace here.
its everywhere.
Paix.Pace.Paz.Peace.

I'm bothered by the trend. If you know what you're sporting then by all means wear it all over, but if you don't understand the concept of a peaceful world then please put that handbag down.