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Sometimes I get the urge to ask her when the fuck she is going to grow up and get her life together.

its true;

Sometimes when I begin to miss you I'll listen to songs that remind me of you.
And in some pathetic attempt to make myself feel cool, I pretend that you do the same.

What the eff?

Is it completely normal for a human being like myself to be completely content and satisfied with every aspect of his/her life and the next moment be overcome with confusion, apprehension, and disgust at the very things they were completely happy with just one moment ago?

Happy Birthday Mama;

I love you mama.
You are my everything.
Happy Happy Birthday Dearest.
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ipod;

oh shuffle, how i lovest thou.

There are 43 carcinogens in every cigarette;

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Maybe then I'd actually have a reason for having so many problems., not to mention I'd be skinnier and alot less stressed out.
Its common knowledge that cigs make anyone look desirable or 'hot'. Thats always a plus, right? It doesn't necessarily make you look cooler, BUT I don't smoke. Its disgusting, and don't forget extremely unhealthy as well. I'm fine with who I am. Life is good. Kind of. I wish I smoked.

But he's funny;

Thats got to count for something.
I don't know what to do anymore.
I'm not confused.
I know what I want.
I know what I need.
I just can't seem to bring myself to say it out loud for fear i'd be rejected.

She lived in her own little world, with no regard to the people that surrounded her.
She consumed herself in fantasy and thought in a deep oblivion.

Come one, come all;

I'm redefining Jenna Lowery.
Its a change for the better, its a switch to the greater.
I'm reinventing myself.
Follow my lead.

The Improved Jenna Lowery;

This is alot harder than I expected.
I can do it.
I CAN DO IT.

Most of my tasks are rather trivial and simple, but damnit there are some things I feel like I can't do.
Help me.

Tell me I can.