Loveliness

Sometimes I think it would be magnificent if our physical appearance was truly reflective of our personalities and our character. I wish that every part of my face and body was determined by how I was as a person. Then maybe just maybe I could be as beautiful as I feel and as extravagant as my character. I really think that it would teach the best lessons. Beautiful people really would be beautiful, inside and out, and those who are so indifferent and so cold, would resemble witches and warlocks.

I'm dreaming, but you have to admit that it would be cool.
&maybe we could better read other people, and we wouldn't get hurt so easily. I would love to not get hurt anymore. Its just a thought.

goodnight moon.
goodnight cyberspace.
goodnight jenna.

Breathe

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Frankie Sullivan

Frankie doesn't have good table manners.

I'll Be Departing Soon

Emily Matthews revealed this to me just a few moments ago.
I just about Cried my tears all out.
:/


So yesterday was the one year aniversary of the death of this girl Lucia.
she OD'd on triple C but thats her own fault
It was really sad because she was loved by so many ppl and they just miss her soo much
Now my friend Nikki from cheer was really good friends with her and she was crying all day

This made me think of you
and reminded me of how much i love you and if anything were to happen to you how sad i would be and how i wouldnt be anything but a person who isnt really there

I know that you will probably go to college in Washington with Jesse or some place far, though i want you to go to UCI i know that its your future and you will go where you want to

Me and You, You and Me have just one year left together before you start in the real world.
No more Kaitlyn and Kirsten
No more staying up til 3a.m. just talking about life
No more amazing birthday suprises
No more scootering to the market, or screwing whatever diet that came to my mind by eating fudge, or peeing my pants after just going to the bathroom, or dressing up in the contents of your closet and getting jumped by baybays
No more us.

Just when i learned to play catch I only have one year to get good at it
Its me, jen, i need way more than a year

Just please promise me this, promise me that this next year will be the best
The Best for birthdays
The Best for parties
The Best for our friendship
and the funnest year of our life

Please just promise me that this next year will be unforgetable.
Maybe we could make a list of things to acomplish/do in the next year and see if we do it and we could track our progress with pictures like a scavanger hunt type of thing or we could make a box of stuff and bury it

This next year will be the hardest for me to over come and i know that before i know it i will be hugging you bye at the airport or in your driveway saying bye to you as tears come spilling down my cheeks with Marie at my side. And I will say to you how much i love you and how i will miss you SO much. And bye, your gone, leaving me with the memories of our last year and our life.

i love you with all my heart.


I love you too Emily Matthews. I'm so sorry.

The Little Things

Its really funny how just the littlest things in the world set off emotions greater than Hurricane Katrina herself. I used to think in a way, that I never let the little things get to me, but now I have come to realize that it is the little moments in life that make up the greatest memories. It is the little things that make up that big journey that we call life. Every journey begins with the first step, therefore every little step in between is what carries us further down that road. In the end, it won't matter that much, but for the time being, the little things mean alot. I guess all this rambling, is just meant to say that I had an exciting day, because of a whole bunch of little surprises.

:]

I have a homecoming date! That never happens to me! In case you don't know, my name is Jenna Lowery and I have never had a date for anything, let alone homecoming. I'm so excited.

Good day to all who read.

at ease

What does it mean to be content with oneself? I've always wondered what exactly it meant to be satisfied or pleased with who we are. I guess it takes a certain feeling of excitement and happiness with ourselves, but whatever it is I think I have found it. I'm very pleased with what I have on my plate these days, good and bad, I'm content. I appreciate all of those whom I label as friends and I am looing forward to my future.

It was a very satisfying day, with very intellectual experiences with a few dear friends.
Thank you.