Oh jason,

Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks and now I'm trying to get back
Before the cool done run out I'll be giving it my bestest
And nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some
But I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours
Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
I look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
Listen to the music of the moment, people dance and sing
We're just one big family
And it's our God-forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved loved
So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm sure
There's no need to complicate, our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours
D-d-do do you, do you, d-d-do, do you want to come?
Scooch on over closer dear, I'll whisper in your ear
Oh yes love, love love love love love
Love you love, love you love
I've been spending way too long tricking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and I laughed
I guess what I be saying is there ain't no better reason
To rid yourself of vanities and just go with the seasons
It's what we aim to do, our name is our virtue
But I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours
Come on and open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
I look into your heart and you'll find that the sky is yours
So please don't, there's no need
(There's no need to complicate)
There's no need to complicate
(Our time is short)
'Cause our time is short
(This is our fate)
This is, this is, this is our fate
I'm yours, I'm sayin' I'm yours

-Jason Mraz.
That silly little devil. He is so wise.

Golden age;

This is the golden age.
We are living for now.
The ones we love will stick right by us.
Distance is merely an obstacle to hop right on over.
I can do this.
Its simple.
Make new friends, but keep the old.
Stay in touch with the ones you love.
But venture out, don't think, just do.
LIVE your life.
Its easier said than done, i know, but we can do it.
Just stay true to yourself.
Change with your years, but keep your character.
You've got this.
:]

Blah.

I just want my mommy.

WHY?

Me and Change don't mix well.
I hate to be so profane in my attempt to hate the world, but-FUCK CHANGE.
I don't exactly welcome change with open arms.
Its just not my thing.
I'm not ready for this.
I'm very anxious and excited for new things and new people but I can't handle walking away from my bedroom.
I don't want to.
I already said goodbye to jonny boy.
Now everyone who i'm going to leave behind is next on my list of farewells.
OYE!!!!!!
I Don't want to leave.

:/

CHANGE.

Fuck that shit.











I don't do change.

stupid.face;

For your information, I do have my own blog, I do write on it everyday, and people DO care what I have to say.

Revelations;

I was so against everything for the longest time.
I was upset with the fact that I couldn't control the changes that were taking place around me.
I wasn't in the driver seat.
I wasn't writing my own story.
Now here i sit a few months older and only a bit wiser.
I've come to a few conclusions, made a few theories and realized on thing:
YOUR LIFE IS YOURS TO LIVE, THIS DOESN'T GUARANTEE YOU THE ABILITY TO CONTROL IT, HOWEVER; YOU HAVE THE POWER TO MAKE OF IT WHAT YOU WISH WITH WHAT YOU HAVE.
There is no guarantee given to us at birth that says we are all meant to live a happy enjoyable life.
In fact most people are not that fortunate.
The simplest trick to life is to take what you have and run with it.
Whether it be money, pizazz, a loving family or great skin that you are blessed with, you have something to offer this mean and dirty world.
I can't control things that cross my path, I can however; leap over them or trip a few times.
You'll learn to be fearless. You will learn to get up one more time than you fall down.
We will all realize things.
I have learned that it is NOT my job to fix everyone's problems.
I will forever have those who love me in my heart forever.
I can't control the people I choose to surround myself with.
I can ONLY control my reactions with them. I can choose who to hang out with and how often.
WHETHER I BELIEVE IT OR NOT I LIVE MY LIFE.
I was naive for a long time.
Not as much anymore.
I'm still learning.
I've got things to learn and mistakes to make.
Its a new day.
I'm ready to face things, fix my mistakes and rebuild old relationships.
I love my friends and family.
I needed to refind my aspirations, and I have.
It feels great.

.

SAD PEOPLE ARE SO MOIST.

Family ties;

Have You met Frank Sullivan?
He is a rather interesting young lad.
:]

Humor;

Or this face;
:]
HAHA.

haha;

What if I looked like this when I laughed?
Instead of laughing, I'd just make this face whenever I though something was funny.
HA.
I make myself chuckle.

Animal crackers in my soup;

All of this negative energy is so draining.
Bleh.
I'm excited to tackle new obstacles.
I'm stoked to achieve my goals.
I'm not ready for the change but I can do it.
:]
I need to get out of here, as much as I don't want to leave, I need to grow up.
Fly the nest.
Insert other cliche metaphor here.


I'll be back to Jenna Yvonne Guzman-Lowery before you know it.
I'm just stressed is all.