Sunday, April 26, 2009

Okay, world. I get it.

Dear World,
There is always one last light to turn out and one last bell to ring. The last one out of the circus has to lock up everything. I want to be that last one out, lock it all up and close the gates.
Its becoming increasingly difficult to manage my time and my life these days. I don't really know what I"m doing or where I'm going. I know its a trend, we all feel the same and all that jazz, but I have no one. Or at least I feel in such a way. Everyone I thought would be there is missing. Everyone I want to be there is disconnected and my own personal distractions and issues have spilled over into my public thought and now I sit here in confusion waiting for answers! I want some close friends that I can go to at all hours of the night. I wish I was comfortable enough to talk to people when I was sad. I can't seem to bring myself to speak at those moments. I just hush, smile and bow my head in sadness. I can't seem to grasp a handle on life. I need help.
Love, Jenna

JENNA, its time you:

1. Learn to say NO. You can't help everyone.
2. Manage your time.
3. STOP being a flake. You're practically a professional.
4. Love with all your might. Believe it or not there are people who do love you and want no more in life than to love you.
-The world

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