Sunday, December 7, 2008

Then she swallowed a fly.

I'm walking. Walking forward. I have a direction. I'm on a path. I'm just not too sure where I've been. I know where I come from, but lately I feel like the past few weeks have been one big blur of emotions. Lately I've been in the mood to change the world. You know that feeling you get- the one where you feel like you're high above the clouds soaring like a winged meerkat puppy.- no? Alright. Anyways, I have ideas on how I'd like to change the world. I don't really know if its the world I'm looking to change or if its just a yearn to touch hearts and create smiles as i slowly wander down that path we all seem to struggle with. I don't really think I'm loud enough to change the world on my own. I do however think that i'm obnoxious enough to turn a few heads here and there as I attempt to do something with this spinning ball of dirt in the sky. I want to do something amazing. I want to be a part of something epic, but most of all i have a craving for creation. I want to create. I want to be responsible for something great and wonderful. I'm so passionate about so many things and i want to prove to myself more than anyone else that I can. I'm passionate for the Lord. I'm incredibly devoted to the art of circus. I want to perform. I yearn to write my heart out everyday. I want to return to the piano. I desire so deeply to be on stage everyday. I want to make the world laugh. I have a hankerin' to make the people smile. I enjoy the happiness that i have the ability to spread and most of all, I need to foster peace. I keep getting this feeling that my voice is strong and my fist weak. How do i go about changing an already changing world? I just keep doing what i'm doing, i guess. Maybe instead of drowning in a pool of auspicious thoughts i should instead make a plan of action. I'm a go write some lyrics.
Peace&love kids.

I'm out.
G'night!!

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